I miss you so much! How I gonna tell you about this? How I wish I be there all the times with you. And you be there for me. Be the one who gives his ears for all my stories and problems. Be the one who gives me his shoulder whenever I wanna cry at. Be the one who makes me smile and laugh with his joke and action. Be the one who accept me whoever I am. The silly one. The fragile one. The dummy one. Where is he? The one I love for the 8 months?

My dear,

I love you too much and too deep. I'm pretending that I was happy when we had a conversation. It was a lie. I keep all those bad feelings towards you. I'm crying almost everyday when the conversation stopped in a sudden. I need you. I'm pretending that Imma strong enough and like I dont care much about you about us. But deep down in my heart. No one knows.

I'm such a liar. Right? I'm all alone. When you're gone, there was someone else who was kept waiting for me, treating me and loving me. He cares about me. He knows everything that you won't know about me. I love you. I love you. But please, dont make me fall for him for the second times. I'm begging you sayang. Come and hug me! I wont be there for him anymore. Because I have you.

I wont against you because I respect you. I'm waiting for you everytime and everysecond. God knows what I feel and what is inside of my heart. Can you accept it? Please treat me like a princess like before. I wish you were like that. How I keep dreaming about you. How time flies. I just remember all the memories we create together.

How I wish my face turn to that faces when I'm in love.